January 2012
2 posts
Put up an act for so long I forgot who I was and started believing the person I pretend to be.
December 2011
2 posts
Unlike
I just received and sent two separate messages from people that I went to elementary school with.
I don’t think people understand the power of social media, how it affects our communication and how it affects our relationships.
Social media, unlike many recent trends or forms of communication, doesn’t hinder human communication-it strengthens it.
Liking a picture on Facebook of...
Saved Drafts.
Unsent. Unaddressed. Unspoken.
October 2011
1 post
I just randomly went through my blog posts…Was I suffering from depression or something?
In the words of Sammysoreal, Dearest Lizziee,
In the words of Mactorious, cheer up buttercup,
In the words of Sammysoreal again, shut the fuck up guy.
No seriously, Dear me of a few months (or few years) ago, wake up and shut up. You have nothing to complain about, nothing to be sad about and...
July 2011
2 posts
Waiting to get away. Waiting to disappear. Waiting to be alone. Waiting to forget. Waiting to disconnect. Waiting to be okay. Waiting to come back.
It seems as though we’re always waiting but when will anything wait for you?
Weird dreams
So I’m walking through the Charles De Gaulle airport with Anna, she practically owns it since she’s in France like everyday…but anyways. Were walking through faster than the others (Hilary, Kris, Angelo, Hector and Sama). Andrew and Eric are already in new York and our flight is at 8…so we wall through and Anna and I are almost at the departure gate. So we see Chris brown...
June 2011
2 posts
Never have I paid any attention to Bob Marley but I read this today and stopped thinking. This may be the single greatest thing I have read.
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh,...
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Do you ever think that maybe they put you down here to push a button every 108 minutes just to see if you would? That all of this, the computer, the button, it’s just a mind game? An experiment?
Every… single… day…
May 2011
4 posts
One of those times where you need a shoulder to cry on but don’t know where to turn. When you want to break down and cry but have too much pride. Where you convince yourself that you’re fine yet know it’s all a lie.
I haven’t genuinely smiled in years.
Sometimes when I’m driving alone, I hope a car comes out of nowhere and slams into me.
I know.
Weird.
What can you do?
Stumbling through the internet...
YOU.
You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you.
I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this for you.
I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To...
March 2011
4 posts
This is for the times when you’re miserable but won’t tell a soul why. When you fight the tears with a smile. For the times you’re loud and obnoxious just to hide who you really are. This is for the act you put up everyday just so the people around you don’t see that you’re hurting. For the days when all you want to do is lay in bed and let the world pass you right on...
February 2011
7 posts
Sometimes you just want to watch a sad movie for...
My life story.
Dealing with the dad
My dad walks in my room and gives me a kiss on my forehead because I have a cold, he walks around my room and picks everything off the floor (2 pillows), throws them on me and calls me a slob. I hopped out of bed and opened my closet and my drawers and said "look you old ass giant," everything was clean, hung up, folded, where it belongs. He replied with "so...who is going to see that?" I...
Never waste time on someone who doesn't have time...
iamericliu:
True facts.
That bitch.
I’ve become such a hateful person. For some reason I’ve become so selfish, and selfish in the worst way… I think that I’m doing right and doing good in a situation but I’m not. I’ve learned to play the victim, blame others and put myself before others.
I’ve treated so many like crap that very often I find myself in this situation, laying in bed an...
January 2011
4 posts
1 tag
Rant.
I’m so sick of reaching out my hand to people and they never appreciate it. I’m sick of being “nice” when all I really want to do is say what’s really on my mind. I’m sick of always being the one to reach out. I’m sick of always being there. Im sick of being in a bad mood because of you. Your put downs, your selfishness, your let downs. Enough. Enough...
Year in review...
2010 in a nutshell.
5 am. Self actualization. Vanilla cones. Growing up. That night at Erics. Lakeshore. NYC. Atlantic City. The egg incident. Niagara Falls. Sister, Sister. Failtes. Heads or Tails. Little Bitch. Late night ambush. Confrontations. Petty fights. All nighter. Mis-sent texts. Group hug. Campus slut. Freudian slips. Dumb bitch. The Cross. Breakdown. Cool party bros maintains its...
December 2010
2 posts
Last Train to Paris Review-Diddy Dirty Money
I’ve finally sat down to listen to Puff Daddy Diddy’s newest effort- Last Train to Paris. Let me start off by saying that I have been anticipating this album since it was first announced, ever since the late and great Danity Kane (RIP) was torn to pieces. After several delays and pushed back dates, the album was finally released on December 14th.
So here I am, in my room listening to...
My chick flick marathon set or this Christmas...
She’s all that
Never been kissed
Mean girls
He’s just not that into you
White chicks
Walk to remember
Notebook
Serendipity
Romy & Michele’s high school reunion
Ps. I love you
There are more to come but I can’t seem to remember them right now. I encourage your inputs!
November 2010
1 post
My recent calls is always the same
Lee (sister)
Angelo x4
Dad
Akshay x3
Lee
Sama
Lee
Angelo
Angelo
Hector
Akshay
Dad
Angelo
Lee
Angelo
Kriss
Angelo
Sama
Angelo
Dad
Lee
Hector
Angelo
Dad
Angelo
Lee
Dad
Jeez. This weekend had some variety though. For once.
October 2010
4 posts
“Carla is so funny, because she’s a bitch and she’s rude.”
– A friend describing me to her friend. (via akidnamedcarla)
#thatfriendofafriend #nobiggie
In 1989, a group of culture jammers known only as the Barbie Liberation Organization(BLO) pranked the infamously litigious Mattel Corporation through its most prized brand: Barbie. Barbie and Hasbro, Inc.’s military action figure G. I. Joe are notorious for reinforcing unrealistic, even dangerous, gender stereotypes. But, for the BLO, Mattel’s Teen Talk Barbie proved to be the last straw. The...
it's only once you've stopped that you realize how...
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Weird Dreams.
I just woke up from the weirdest dream. I haven’t been remembering my dreams lately. I’ve just been that tired. The dream from last night, or rather, this morning was very disturbing. It was really really weird.
I was going fishing with a few people, no idea who they were. I can’t remember exactly. For some reason we were fishing in what looked like a giant swimming pool. It...
September 2010
10 posts
A.: You know those matters you spend countless... →
You know those matters you spend countless numerous days, hours, and minutes over-analyzing about? Those times when you play countless scenarios in your head and fantasize about your dream scenario panning out? And on the very rare chance that it does happen and you happen to receive assurance…
A very very delayed reblog but so neccessary right now. I hate myself.
Conversations with my little brother...
Me: Ew Andrew you are so gross…
Andrew: No…you’re gross..
Liza: *while walking away* No…trust me…you are gross.
Andrew: Shut up! (repeats it about 5 times)
*Andrew follows me to the kitchen saying shut up*
My sister: Andrew! What are you saying?
*Andrew stares at her blankly because he knows he has said a bad word*
My sister: Andrew! What did you say?
Andrew...
This song.
What if I kissed you right now
how would we explain it
trying to imagine how it might sound
if I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
would it bring us any closer
take a weight off our shoulders
take me I’m yours
and I don’t really care who knows it
can you afford to be open with all these emotions
if you were a secret how long could you keep it
keep it to yourself don’t tell nobody...
Are You Afriad of the Dark? (Part Two)
Often when I’m bored or just too comfortable to do anything productive I call up my good friend Google. Today him and I googled ‘Are You Afriad of the Dark?’ for the umpteenth time in my life. I often search for the episodes that I have repressed (some of them I have shared with you in an earlier post). Today I decided to figure out one of the episode titles (Thanks to...
iameric.: Kids Give Me Hope →
iamericliu:
I recently found this site, and I’m finding many touching stories. Here are some I wanted to share with you guys:
I was reading about a little kid whose mom told him the key to life was happiness. When he was in school the teacher asked them to write down what they wanted to be when…
This made my day
A moment in history.
It’s been 9 years since the attacks on New York City’s twin towers. Since that horrible morning, the world has spun off it’s axis. The chaos that occurred that day bled into the tomorrows and continues to bleed into us today.
I remember. I remember exactly where I was when it happened. I was sitting on the wall that separates the playground from the soccer field. It was grade 7...
Had my coffee cup read today and here’s what it said, thought I’d share.
1.) There’s a heart within a bigger heart. Someone loves you, they haven’t told you and is not in your life right now.
You have a friend you always walk with, you have a long path together. Your friend is ahead of you and you’re trying to catch up. A problem arises but this friend helps you...
“But what most men don’t realize is that all women in our society are on the...”
– The Most Important Thing That Men Who Have Sex With Women Need to Know | Charlie Glickman (via technicolourx)
August 2010
5 posts
A series of random thoughts...
1. The more pictures you put up/get tagged in on Facebook, the less attractive you are. Before I thought you were sexy…and was practically obsessed. Now, you look like a total loser. Level of hotness down by 5+ points.
2. Sweety, it’s obvious when you’re sucking in your stomach. We’re not stupid…you’re just fat.
3. I remember when I was unemployed. Disgusting....
Influence
Every night I lay in bed thinking. Thinking about all the people that have made an impact on my life. All those who have left an imprint on who I am seem to float around in my mind. Sometimes I think about these people and I smile, other times I lay here and cry.
Tonight I smiled. I smiled at the thought of my grade three teacher. She was amazing. She impacted my life in such a way that I...
Friend
There are people in this world that can never lose the term friend. With others the term seems to fade away over time. Memories of some individuals remind you just how important the term is. I hold it very close to my heart. My friend. I hold you very close to my heart.
As time passes, People enter and exit your life. “friends” come and go but a true friend lingers. They call you...
Sometimes everything happens all at once.
Girls.
Girls who make the kissy face.
Girls who stick up their middle finger.
Girls who quote marilyn monroe but know nothing about her or what she stood for.
Girls who lower their standards.
Girls who have no standards.
Girls who say they don’t care of what people think but will do anything for attention.
Girls who have no self respect.
Girls who have no respect at all.
Girls who...