That bitch.
I’ve become such a hateful person. For some reason I’ve become so selfish, and selfish in the worst way… I think that I’m doing right and doing good in a situation but I’m not. I’ve learned to play the victim, blame others and put myself before others.
I’ve treated so many like crap that very often I find myself in this situation, laying in bed an thinking about these people. I want to apologize, but will they care? To be honest I’m just disgusted with myself. So, I’m sorry. Sincerely sorry.
I don’t think people understand how much I think and over analyze. Maybe I should learn to let go, or finally apologize for the bitch that I’ve been.
